Feedback: Yes please. All greatly received. Warnings: Slash fic. Disclaimer: I do not know anyone mentioned in this fic. It’s come from my own twisted mine etc AN: Thanks to Ange, my wonderful Beta without whom I’d be lost.
“You are just jealous of me” he snapped.
“What? Don’t be stupid. Why would I be jealous of you?”
“Because I'm happily engaged and you can’t even get yourself a girlfriend.”
He instantly regretted the words when he saw the pain flicker in blonde’s eyes. I’m sorry Nick. I didn’t...”
“Forget it AJ. You meant every word of it.”
He stormed out of the room making sure he slammed it behind him.
“As if I'm jealous of him” he mumbled as he made his way back to his own room.
Once inside he quickly stripped off to his boxers and crawled into bed. He closed his eyes and began thinking about the night’s events. He couldn’t remember why they were arguing, but lately they seemed to argue over everything. Since AJ had got engaged to Sarah that’s all he’d been talking about, and it was slowly driving nick insane. Not only that but he had to put up with listening to them night after night, no one would swap rooms with him, knowing how vocal AJ was. And anyway, it’s not like he couldn’t get a girlfriend. He just wasn’t really trying.
“That’s not true” he mumbled out loud. “Just admit it.” A tear slipped down his face and he quickly wiped it away.
“Crying is for boys” he told himself.
A loud bang interrupted his thoughts and his eyes shot open, only to realize what it was. Pulling a pillow over his head he tried to black out their moans. The more he tried to ignore them, the louder they got. “Argh” he said, sitting up and throwing the pillow across the room.
“If only you got yourself a girlfriend Carter, you’d have something to drown them out.”
“But you can’t get one” the little voice in the back of his mind said.
“I can” he said loudly, arguing with himself while the tears slid freely down his face.
“Can't.”
“I can” he sobbed.
He lay on his bed face down and cried until he could no longer hear AJ and Sarah. Just when he thought they’d stopped, they started again. Wiping his eyes roughly, he grabbed his key card and stormed out of his room.
Kevin always had the room the furthest away from everyone, so that’s where Nick went. He stood outside of what he hoped was Kevin's door and knocked loudly. Silently praying he had the right room, he knocked again.
“All right. I heard you the first time. Jesus” a muffled voice said.
He waited patiently until the door in front of him opened.
“What do you...” Kevin started. Upon seeing nick’s tear stained face, his voice softened and he ushered him inside.
“What’s wrong Nicky?” he asked.
“I know you don’t like people asking this but I'm desperate Kev.”
“What is it Nick?”
“Can I crash hear tonight? Please don’t say no Kev. I’ll sleep on the couch and I promise I won’t bother you.”
“Of course you can. You wanna tell me what’s bothering you?”
Nick shook his head.
“Has AJ said something to upset you? I heard you two arguing earlier.”
At he mention of AJ's name, Nick broke down into tears again. “I’m sorry” he mumbled.
Kevin pulled the younger man into his arms and sat them both down on the bed. “Ssh Nicky, it can’t be that bad.”
“It is.”
“So tell me what’s wrong.”
“You’ll laugh” he sniffled.
“I won’t, now tell me what’s wrong. Unless you want me to go and ask AJ.”
Nick tensed up. “No.”
“So tell me what’s wrong.”
Nick took a deep breath and then briefly told Kevin about the argument. Kevin sighed when he’d finished. “I wouldn’t listen to AJ if I were you Nick. We all know you can have any girl you want.”
“But that’s not true Kev” he said, a few tears starting to fall again. “They only want the Nick Backstreet Boy. No one wants me because I’m me.”
“I do” he said quietly, not intending on Nick hearing him, but he did. He pulled away and stared at Kevin.
“What did you just say?”
“Nothing.”
“See, not even you want me.”
He started crying again and Kevin shook his head. Letting him cry on his shoulder, he waited until his sobs had subsided and then he gently pulled Nick’s face up so he as looking him in the eyes.
“You’ll find someone one day Nick. You’re only young.”
Nick leant forward and pressed his lips against Kevin's. As much as Kevin wanted this, he knew he shouldn’t be doing it. Pulling away he put his hands on Nick’s shoulders. “We shouldn’t be doing this” he said.
“Why not?” Asked Nick, suddenly sounding very serious.
“Because you’re upset and you’ll regret it tomorrow.”
“I won’t” he said, leaning back in to kiss him again. Kevin felt his control slowly slipping away as Nick’s mouth made love to his. He’d wanted this since the first time he’d laid eyes on Nick and he wasn’t about to deny himself any longer. He moaned into Nick’s mouth, giving Nick the opportunity to slide his tongue into Kevin's mouth. Regretfully, Kevin pulled away.
“We shouldn’t be doing this Nick” he mumbled, repeating his earlier words.
“Don’t you want me?” He asked while giving Kevin his famous Carter smile out.
“You have no idea how much I want you Nick.”
“Then show me” he said, with a demanding tone.
“Have you ever been with a man Nick?”
“No.”
“So you have no idea what you’re asking me to do.”
“I don’t care Kevin. I want you.”
“Stand up” Kevin said forcefully.
“What?”
“You heard me. Get up. You want to know what’s its like so I'm going to show you.”
Nick shivered as Kevin pulled him up and kissed him forcefully. He could feel Kevin's arousal on his leg so he squashed himself closer to his body, teasingly. Kevin groaned and he felt himself getting hard so he pulled away.
“Kev” Nick whined.
“What Nicky?” Drawled Kevin, his accent thick and lusty.
“Please.”
“Please what?” He asked, his hand running down Nick’s back to the top of his boxers.
“I want you” he said, still whining.
“Are you sure Nicky?” He said. He put a leg in between Nick’s so they spread out a little and then he slid his fingers into Nick’s boxers. He ran his hand over Nick’s butt cheeks and then gently pulled them apart.
“Yes” mumbled Nick, his breathing was now very laboured and he was beginning to get hard. He had a death grip on Kevin's shoulders, unsure of what was going to happen next.
“Are you sure you want this?” He asked again, but before Nick could reply, he roughly pushed two unlubed fingers into Nick’s virgin hole, eliciting a small cry from the younger man. He wiggled them about a bit and then pulled them back out.
“Fuck that hurt” Nick sniffled.
“That was only two fingers Nick. It’s gonna hurt a hell of a lot more than that.”
“Oh” he said, wiping his eyes.
Kevin pulled away from Nick’s grip and turned his back on him. “Shit” he mumbled to himself. “You should go Nick.”
“I don’t want to.”
“Just go. I should never have touched you. I'm sorry.”
“I'm not sorry” Nick said, walking up behind the older man and sliding his hands around his waist. He leant his head on Kevin's back and started sliding his hands downwards.
“I don’t care how much it hurts Kev, I want you.” He slid his hands into Kevin's sweat pants and was surprised to find no boxers.
“Going commando Kev?” He asked, cupping his manhood. “Tut, tut, naughty boy.”
Kevin groaned and thrust again Nick’s hand. He closed his eyes and reveled in the feeling of Nick jerking him off.
“Make love to me Kevin. Show me what it feels like to have your big hard cock thrusting in and out of me.”
That was all it took for Kevin to quickly pull away from Nick and strip off his sweat pants and shirt. He pulled down Nick’s boxers and groaned at the sight that met him. He quickly pushed Nick onto the bed and then crawled up on top of him so that his face was level with Nick’s cock. He licked his lips and then deep-throated Nick, causing him to buck off the bed.
“Jesus Kev” he moaned as Kevin bobbed on his cock, quickly bringing his to peak. Just when he thought he was going to explode, Kevin pulled away.
“Fuck” he groaned. “Why’d you stop?”
“Because I want us to cum together.”
Nick almost came at the look of pure lust in Kevin's face. “Make love to me Kevin” he whispered while his hands took hold of Kevin's cock and started rubbing it softly. Kevin nodded and took Nick’s mouth in a forceful kiss. The feel of Nick’s hands on him was almost too much. He started thrusting into them and then moaned when Nick pulled away. Nick shoved 2 pillows under his hips and then looked back at Kevin.
“Do it now Kev, please” he begged.
Kevin smiled and then reached into his top drawer. He was fully lubed up, he lined himself up against Nick’s hole. He pushed the tip in and then stopped to let Nick get used to the intrusion. When he felt him wiggle beneath him he pushed in more and more until he was fully encased inside Nick. He closed his eyes as he felt the waves of pleasure roll over him.
“Kev” hissed Nick.
He opened his eyes and looked at the younger man beneath him.
“For the love of God move. I can’t hold on much longer.”
He took hold of his cock and started jacking himself off. Kevin twitched inside Nick at the sight and then he pulled Nick’s hands away as he pulled out. Taking a deep breath he pushed back inside Nick who cried out in pain.
“I'm sorry Nick” Kevin mumbled as he saw a tear trickle down Nick’s face. He knew how much pain Nick was in, but he knew the only way it was going to get better was if he started moving, so he did just that. He started at a slow, torturing pace until Nick started raising his hips to meet Kevin's. Taking that as a good sign he held Nick’s hips and thrust back into him at full force, hitting his sweet spot dead on. Nick screamed and arched off the bed, screaming Kevin's name as he came all his chest and stomach. The sight of Nick cumming was all Kevin needed to trigger his own orgasm. He thrust into Nick a few more time to make it last longer and then pulled out and collapsed on the bed next to Nick.
“Holy fuck” Nick mumbled as he crawled up closer to Kevin.
“I know” Kevin replied, looking down at the young sweaty blonde.
“That was...”
“Ssh” Kevin said, putting a finger to Nick’s lips. “Sleep now, talk later” he said, pulling Nick closer into his arms.
“I love you Kev” Nick mumbled, before a deep slumber overcame him. “I love you too Nick.”