Feedback: Yes please. All greatly received. Warnings: Slash fic. Disclaimer: I do not know anyone mentioned in this fic. It’s come from my own twisted mine etc AN: Thanks to Ange, my wonderful Beta without whom I’d be lost.
“You should come out with me and Nicky tonight” AJ said to Brian whilst he was twisting his hair into spikes.
“I don’t know Aje. Leigh wouldn’t approve.”
“Screw her” Nick said, walking into the room in just a small towel around his waist.
Brian looked over at Nick and swallowed, then quickly looked away. “You shouldn’t talk about her in that way Nick. She is my wife.”
“And she’s a bitch Bri. That’s why you’re here complaining right?”
Brian sighed. It was no use arguing with Nick.
“Come out with us Rok. You’ll enjoy it, I promise.” He walked over to Nick who was sat on the bed putting on a shirt. He pressed a kiss to Nick’s head, and let his eyes flicker down to Nick’s lap. He growled in Nick’s ear. “God I wanna fuck you.”
He nipped at Nick’s ear until Nick swatted him over the head. “Not while we’ve got company Bone.”
AJ sighed dramatically and then started flicking through the shirts in Nick’s wardrobe. “Damn Nick, when are you gonna get some half decent shit to wear?”
Nick rolled his eyes and looked at Brian, who was shifting nervously in his chair. “You’d better get ready Bri. We don’t wanna be late.”
“I’m not...”
“Sure you are” Nick said, completely cutting him off.
Brian looked at Nick, then nodded. Maybe he would go out tonight. He hadn’t been out with them for a long time. So what if Leigh didn’t approve? He nodded to himself again, and then headed to the door. “I’ll just go change my shirt.”
AJ smirked at Nick. “We’ll knock for you when we’re ready” he said, licking his hips and throwing a shirt at Nick.
Nick’s eyes lingered on the door after Brian had left.
“You want him don’t you?” AJ asked, sitting down next to Nick on the bed.
“What? No. Don’t be stupid Aje. I got you” he protested, leaning forward in an attempt to kiss AJ, who abruptly pulled away. Nick frowned.
“It’s ok Nick. I can see it in your eyes. And I mean, he is kinda cute.”
“Ok fine, so a little bit of me wants to know what it would be like. But I’m not about to run after him. I love you Aje, and besides, he’s married and strictly straight.”
AJ doubled over, laughing until his stomach hurt and his eyes were sore from crying. When he managed to compose himself, he sat back up.
“Have you quite finished?” Nick asked, glaring at him with his arms folded.
AJ sniggered, and then smiled.
“Care to tell me what you found so funny?”
AJ held back a giggle and nodded. “Brian is in no way strictly straight Nicky.”
“Of course he is. He’s married to little miss perfect Barbie doll, and he’s going to have that typical 2.5 happy family.”
AJ slapped a hand over his own mouth to stop the cackle that almost escaped. Nick rolled his eyes and stood up. “Fine. I’m going to go out and have fun while you stay here and act like a child.”
AJ followed him to the door, tugging on his arm. “Oh c’mon Nick, you must have seen it.”
“Seen what? I have no idea what the hell you’ve been talking about since Brian left.”
“Ok, so Brian isn’t strictly straight. But I’m not sure you can call him Bi either.”
Nick scrunched his face up, completely confused. “So he’s not gay, and he’s not bi. Yeah, I can see how that makes sense” Nick said sarcastically.
“He’s Backstreet Bi” AJ said smugly, like he’d figured out the answer to a hundred year old question.
“What?”
“He’s Backstre.....”
“I heard you the first time Aje, but what the hell are you talking about? Have you been drinking?”
AJ frowned. “OK, so he’s not Bi in the proper sense of the word, but he’d do anyone of us.”
“And why would he do that Aje?”
“Because it’s safe. We’re safe. He can experiment and feel secure that it wouldn’t go any further than the 5 of us. That he can keep his perfect image in tact.”
“I don’t see why he would do that.”
“Did you not see the way he looked at you when you walked in with just that tiny towel on. He practically jumped you right there and then.”
Nick blushed.
“It’s true Nick. I’m willing to bet we can get him into bed with the both of us tonight too.”
Nick shook his head. “We can’t bet on things like that Aje. It’s not right.”
“I’m not talking lets make a money bet, but c’mon Nick. I know you’re craving that Frick ass, and I sure as hell wouldn’t say no either.”
“I dunno Bone. Can’t we just go to the club and see what happens?”
“Sure thing, Puppy” AJ said, slapping Nick’s ass before disappearing out the door and knocking on Brian’s.
Brian was ready when AJ knocked for him, and they made their way down to the underground car park for their driver to take them to the club AJ had been raving about for weeks.
When they got there, it was still pretty quiet, so they got themselves a booth, and Nick got in the drinks. AJ was on the soft drinks, but Nick got Brian started on the shots straight away, which was something he usually protested to, but this time he was more than willing. He’d downed 3 in a row before making his way onto the dance floor alone.
“You think he’s gonna be ok?” Nick asked AJ, watching Brian carefully.
“Well the ways he’s drinking I think we’ll have him in our bed before midnight.”
Nick rolled his eyes.
“What?” AJ asked, feigning innocent. Nick just shook his head.
“I’m gonna go dance. You coming?”
“Oh yeah, you will be” he said, winking. Nick blushed, and tugged on AJ’s hand, pulling him onto the now crowded dance floor. They danced separately for a while, making sure the drinks still flowed steadily, and keeping Brian in their eye line.
A few songs later, and they gave up dancing alone. AJ started grinding up on Nick, while the blonde had his arms around his lover, pulling him tight against his own body. 3 songs later, AJ pulled away from Nick suddenly. Nick shot him a questioning look, but without answering he snaked his way through the crowd. This was one of the times Nick was thankful for being tall. He looked over the people and followed AJ with his eyes. AJ stopped at the edge of the room, talking to someone Nick couldn’t see. He edged closer to them, not happy when he saw AJ was flirting with this other person. He was touching their arm, and slowly stroking it. Nick felt a pang of jealously, and started stalking over to them to claim back his man. When he reached them, he had to laugh to himself. It was Brian. He should have known.
“You flirting with my man Bri?” He said, sliding his arms around AJ from behind, leaning his chin on the skinny mans shoulder. Brian grinned, clearly on a buzz from the alcohol.
“I was just trying to talk him into dancing with us” AJ said, not letting his eyes stray from Brian.
“Sounds like a good idea Bone” Nick said, letting his tongue sneak out and lick at the vein on the side of AJ’s neck.
Brian watched intently as Nick licked, bit and sucked on AJ’s neck, who was leaning back into the taller man, tilting his head so Nick had more access, and moaning as Nick tormented him.
Nick let his eyes gaze up, locking with Brian’s. He held his hand out, smirking at AJ when Brian took it, letting Nick lead him back onto the dance floor. AJ followed them closely, sliding in behind Brian as Nick held him in his arms, grinding slowly into Brian’s hips. As the alcohol flowed through Brian’s veins, he let the music and the heat of the two men take him away. He was tired of his life. Tired of the way Leighanne treated him, and tired of the way people thought he was the good little Christian boy. Throwing his inhibitions behind him, he slid his arms around Nick’s waist, thus pulling their bodies together tightly. He felt AJ move closer to him, his hardness fitting snugly against him. He closed his eyes and let the two of them grind and slide against him. They moved with a purpose, to make him want them, and he did. He was so hot, and so hard he didn’t know what to do with himself. He wanted them to take it all away for him, but at the same time something inside his head was screaming at him to go back alone.
Nick had been watching the play of emotions running across Brian’s face, and was unsure himself of what to do. Luckily for them both, AJ made the first move for them.
“How about we take this back to our room?” He whispered in Brian’s ear as his hands made their way to the front of Brian’s pants. He cupped him lightly, waiting for the right signal. Brian’s breathing hitched when he felt AJ’s hands on him. His head started swimming, and the only thought he could put together was that he wanted to cum, and if AJ squeezed him once more he might just cum right there and then.
Nick watched the play between his lover and his best friend. He could sense that Brian was teetering on the edge, and pulled AJ’s hands off Brian before it could go too far. AJ shot him a ‘what the fuck?’ look, thinking Nick had suddenly got a case of cold feet. “It’s time to go” Nick said, leaving the warmth of the two men and went to call their driver.
15 minutes later they were back at the hotel. The ride had been in complete silence, no one knowing how far to push the situation. Now they were on their floor, and Nick was nervous. He’d wanted Brian since he had joined the group, but then AJ had suddenly taken more than just a friendly interest in him, and they became lovers. The feelings he had for Brian never went away though, they just got pushed to the back for safe keeping. Now he was being faced with the one thing he never thought he would have, and he didn’t know how to deal with it.
AJ on the other hand had no problem in dealing with the situation. He grabbed both their hands and pulled them into the room he shared with Nick, shutting and locking the door quickly before any of them could make an escape. He stripped off his clothes, and then took his lover’s hand, pulling him in for a long, toe curling kiss, not letting him go until they were both gasping for breath. He took in the sight of Nick, face flushed from the remaining alcohol still in his system, lips red and full from their kiss, and his eyes shining brightly. He undressed him slowly, well aware of Brian’s eyes watching their every move. Once Nick was naked, he pushed him lightly onto the bed, waiting until he’d scooted to the top before turning his full attention to Brian.
He took a step towards him, undeterred when he stepped back away from him. “Don’t fight it Rok” he said, his voice gravely and raw from the smoke in the club. He backed Brian up against the wall and then pinned him there, hovering mere millimeters away from him, their breath mingling together. “I know you want this.”
“Do I?”
“Yes, you do. Just say the word, and you can have anything and everything.”
“I...”
“Go on” AJ whispered, his brown eyes sending warm electric bolts straight to Brian’s groin.
“Yes” Brian mumbled, not sure if it was the best idea, but said it anyway.
AJ smiled and bent down taking his lips in a bruising kiss. Brian had been hard since they had been dancing at the club, and now with AJ’s tongue down his throat, he was ready to burst again. He broke away from AJ and gasped when he felt a hand squeeze his cock. AJ smirked at him before falling to his knees. He undid Brian’s pants quickly, letting them drop to the floor. Brian let his eyes close, concentrating on not cumming too quickly as AJ pulled his boxers down over his sensitive cock. His eyes shot back open as AJ deep throated him. Looking across the room, his eyes fell upon Nick, who was sat in the same position on the bed, lazily stroking his own hardening cock. Their eyes stayed locked when Brian came. AJ let Brian fall from his lips, and held onto Brian’s waist to hold the other man up.
When Brian had caught his breath, AJ ushered him over to the bed where Nick was lay waiting, cock drooling and face flushed. Realization of what had just happened, and what was about to happen, dawned on Brian as they reached the bed. He tensed in AJ’s arms, and stopped moving.
Nick’s face dropped, and so did the other part of his body. He knew Brian had changed his mind. He could see the fear in his eyes and bit his lip to stop a sob from escaping. He didn’t realize how much it hurt to know Brian didn’t want him. He was ashamed with his feelings. He knew he should be happy with AJ, and he was, he really was. But he just wanted one night with Brian, his Frick. Sighing, he realized he was still naked, and felt extremely uncomfortable. He pulled the covers up around him, and closed his eyes, sinking down so that he couldn’t see his lover and best friend.
AJ had watched Nick’s reaction. He could feel Nick’s pain, and wanted to help. “Bri?” he whispered, rubbing a hand reassuringly over Brian’s abs.
“I… what did we just do?” he asked, his voice quivering.
“You don’t need me to answer that Brian.”
“I….” he shut his mouth, not quite sure what he wanted to say.
“It’s ok Bri. If you don’t want this, you can leave. We won’t force you to do anything you don’t want to do.”
Brian looked over at the bed where Nick had been. His best friend was now hiding underneath the sheets, and he felt guilty. He had wanted Nick since he had first laid eyes on him, but Nick had been so young. Brian had pushed all his wrong feelings aside, and concentrated on just being his friend. Then he’d met Leighanne, and he thought he’d fallen in love. It wasn’t to be true though. Leighanne had known about his obsession with Nick and was constantly fighting with him about it. He shook his head, now was not the time to be thinking about his failed love life. He was being given the opportunity to live out his dreams and desires, a chance he would not be given again. If he said no now, he knew that Nick and AJ would shut him out, keeping their love for each other only.
He turned around and smiled at AJ. Bravely, he ran a hand down the side of AJ’s face, and then leant forward to kiss him softly.
“Please” he whispered, knowing that this one word would answer all of AJ’s questions.
“Are you sure?” AJ asked, not wanting to get his hopes up too high.
“Yes, I’m sure.”
AJ grinned, and pulled him down for a fast and deep kiss. “What can we… I mean, what are your limits?”
“Anything” Brian said strongly.
AJ’s face lit up and he hugged Brian tightly. Reluctantly pulling away, he ushered Brian back over to the bed, where Nick was now peeking out over the covers wearily. Gaining more confidence, Brian slid onto the bed, frowning a little when Nick’s eyes widened. He saw Nick glance over at AJ, who quickly joined Brian on the bed, pulling the covers down from Nick’s face.
“It’s ok baby” AJ said. “You’re allowed to do this for one night. It’s ok” he mumbled, kissing Nick softly, lovingly. “It might be better if I leave you two alone. I’ll come back in the morning.”
A hand gripped his wrist as he attempted to slide off the bed. “Stay” Brian said, nodding his head when AJ glanced at Nick, and then back to him.
“Please” Nick added quietly, wanting his lover to be a part of this, to share this with him.
AJ helped Brian undress until he was naked, and then he gently pulled the covers away from where Nick was holding them tightly. Brian took a long look at Nick, memorizing every curve with his eyes and then his hands. He had never understood why Nick was so ashamed of his body. He admired it. His tall sturdy frame. Smooth skin that begged to be touch and the soft blonde locks that quite often gave Brian a hard time.
After loving Nick’s body with his hands, he slid down a little, resting his own body against Nick’s. Taking Nick’s face in his hands, he stared down into the crystal blue eyes that were shining up at him. Smiling shyly, he brushed his lips over Nick’s, waiting for Nick to grant him access to his mouth. Gasping quietly, Nick’s mouth opened, allowing Brian’s tongue in to mate with his own. As their kiss heated up, Nick’s hips began grinding up into Brian’s, who in turn began pushing his hips back against Nick’s.
Pulling away for breath, Brian ran his thumb over Nick’s bottom lip. “Can I?” he asked, blushing to much to finish the sentence.
Nick grinned and spread his thighs in answer. AJ groaned behind them, and Brian blushed harder, not really knowing what to do. He looked over at AJ, silently pleading with him for help. AJ smiled, and reached into his bag that was next to the bed. Pulling out a tube of lube, he got back onto the bed behind Brian. He flipped the cap off and squeezed some into his hands. Kneeling up behind Brian, he took one of Brian’s hands, sharing the lube and guiding his hand towards Nick’s tight pucker. He coaxed Brian to slide a finger inside of Nick, guiding Brian’s movements by whispering in his ear. Brian was entranced. He had 2 fingers in Nick now, thrusting them in and out and occasionally curling his fingers as AJ instructed. Nick’s skin was flushed, his mouth parted slightly, breath coming in small shallow gasps and hips rolling in time with Brian’s fingers.
“It’s time” AJ growled in Brian’s ear, almost making him come right then.
Brian took a deep breath, trying to control himself as AJ slicked his cock with lube. When he thought he could take no more, AJ let go, pushing him closer to Nick. He let AJ guide him again as his cock breached Nick’s body slowly. They both gasped, Nick from the intrusion, and Brian from the immense tight heat. When he was fully encased inside of Nick, he stopped, relishing in the feelings rushing through his body. Nick was writhing against him and it wasn’t long before Brian had to move. He started shallow, not thrusting too deep, but with Nick panting and groaning he could not hold off. Within minutes he was pulling almost all the way out before pushing back in hard and fast. Nick arched off the bed, moaning for more.
“I…. Can’t… do.. More” Brian panted. He was thrusting hard and fast, filling Nick so deeply he couldn’t think straight.
AJ still had his hands on Brian’s hips, his own cock rock hard from the porn show in front of him. AJ couldn’t understand what Nick meant. He was panting “more, more, more” something AJ had not yet experienced. Then an idea dawned on him. Not sure if Nick would go for it, he stopped Brian’s movements and leant over him to speak with his lover.
“Nick” he breathed. “How much more can you take?” He asked.
“More” was all Nick would say. AJ knew how impatient he was when it came to sex so he took matters into his own hands, knowing Nick would stop him if it became too much.
“Whatever you do Rok” he said, “Do as I say, and do not totally pull out from Nick ok?”
Brian nodded, too turned on to disagree with anything. Brian pulled back a little so that he was only half inside Nick, who groaned at the loss. AJ slipped a pillow under Nick’s hips, raising them up to make his task easier. He coated his fingers with lube, and wrapped one hand around the half of Brian’s cock that was out. He slid his fingers down until he reached where their bodies joined. He ran a finger around Nick’s now stretched pucker, smirking when Nick gasped in pleasure.
“Yes” he pleaded, trying to pull Brian back inside him.
Before either of them had chance to think about what was happening, AJ pushed the tip of his finger inside of Nick. Nick let out the breath he was holding, groaning and pushing against Brian and AJ, still wanting more.
Shaking his head in amazement, AJ slipped 3 fingers into Nick’s body along with Brian’s cock. Starting off easy, AJ gripped Brian’s cock with the 3 fingers that were inside Nick and pulled them out a little before pushing back in a little.
“Oh, oh oh” Nick panted, mumbling incoherently, his eyes rolling into the back of his head.
Brian watched in awe as his cock and AJ’s fingers disappeared further and further into Nick’s body, thoroughly violating him. Not able to hold back anymore, Brian came hard, inside of Nick and against AJ’s fingers. Seconds later Nick came, arching off the bed, cum streaming from him like ribbons. AJ pulled himself and Brian from Nick with a slick pop, and then came himself against Brian’s back before slumping down beside the 2 panting blonde’s.
Knowing the other two would not be moving for a while, AJ cleaned them all up and then rejoined them both under the clean bed sheets. Nick lay sprawled out on his back between AJ and Brian, muttering “wow” over and over. Brian was curled up against Nick’s side, sleeping peacefully. AJ smiled at them, they were both exhausted. He brushed Nick’s damp hair away from his eyes, and put a finger to his lips, silencing Nick’s ramblings.
“Sleep” he whispered, kissing Nick softly and watching lovingly as the blonde fell asleep, his breathing still slightly laboured. Knowing he too needed his rest, he curled up on Nick’s other side, putting his arm possessively over Nick’s stomach, and shamefully dreamt of what Brian would feel like.